Made the same mistake again

Made the same mistake again
Forgot that all this world's pretend
All the people playing like their the lead
In a feature film or broadway play
They dramatize the demise of all their so called needs
And well,
this time
as times before
I joined right in
Fitting all to well again
Into the skin
Of my former fearful self
My martyr marrionete
My playful puppet of possesion
This playground of meat muppets
Mistaking themselves as master
Pulling at the strings of things
they know not nor wish to ever understand
I took their hand and abandoned reason for their madness
It seems somewhere deep inside of me
Unresolved issuse with this mortality resurface periodically
But despite myself must I pull away
Must I take a breath
A break to breathe from all the insanity
For never have I fully fit within
One day I look forward to never enter in again