i want to, i am

i want to talk with no voice i want to kiss with no lips i want to cry with no eyes i want to make love with no body i want to be without me i am speaking, i am knowing i am kissing, i am giving i am crying, i am releasing i am loving, i am living i am that i am

leave me to myself

dirty, down, depressed is this what will become of me how long will i live this so called life lonely, cold, and negative is this how i go when will i ever begin to learn even the internet starts to mirror my inadequacies "do you need a girlfriend" "are you in debt" "win free beer" "you're the lucky winner" angry, hurt, and burnt out just leave me to my myself

love me only one night more

i'm tired, stressed, sick, and emotional i'm so angry it's undeniable the situation's desperate and so am i why can't you see i need you all the more i implore you dear listen to me, hear you, me i'm dwindling i'm not always so strong as i seem to be in fact i'd say that especially today i'm the opposite of that i'm a bomb, but i'm flat i'm a dud and soon i'll be done if you don't reach out and love me some i'm just about a ghost hurry please, i'm almost close to giving in i'm growing thin won't you love me just tonight before this fright of a former man fades away i'm needy now and yes i know though i can't be any other way then me honey... i know you have your own to handle but wont you maybe look to me before i stop to care to see it's selfish, yes i know but is it so much to want to know the warmth you almost always give it's too much now to live with out your love's infected and i've got gout but don't cut me off so quick it's killing me to softly but i don't want out just yet wont you love me just one night more?

inaguration poem

a common strength which once was dormant arises after a bitter winter's hibernation still with sleep in it's eyes with legs unsure does it step forward into the light of day i salute your perseverance i stand in awe of your assurance i seek the spring from which you are fed so i too may be awoken the time has come for change and yet it calls for more of what once was we have lost touch with who we once were we have forgotten the hardships we've endured we have lost the confidence of our convictions and the purity of our pursuits but no longer! our souls are now stirred hope has once again arisen in the hearts of men and the darkness which was once tolerated will no longer be allowed to suffer it's shadow over the spirit of our people i believe for even if our leaders should fail us what has been provoked in me shall never falter this fire set within me, within us has hit a dry kindling of vast proportions the tipping mark is struck and the world awaits this change